its been nearly a year since ive posted on this. i dont plan on making it a normal routine. ive been using it to monitor certain communities. but as for myself ive been doing alot better. working more and more. trying to get to the college i aspire to go to. things are coming into place as i like them and im enjoying my life much more than i last updated. people have been changing as have i. some for better and some for worse. i know who my real friends are now and i continue to meet new people. those new people have either impacted me in a great manner or have been a season long friendship. ive met someone especially important in my life and shes making me very happy. her name is steph and shes my girlfriend. i wouldnt want it any other way.


any questions for me or about contacting me, just leave a comment. i dont expect much because its been a long time since ive used this and i dont have very many friends on this anyways.

enjoy.

Current Mood: grateful

valentine analysis: 1-10= 0.

thanks.

oh and on top of that its my birthday and im doing nothing

Current Mood: fuck

besides my busted lower back.. my life is so sweet. i got my artistic muse back from .. whatever. but whatever it is, its doing me well. i miss hanging out with a few of my old friends. i honestly think that its cause of work because im there 4 days a week and the days im not there they already have plans. its only like 3 or 4 old friends i rarely hang out with but it still happens. but legit.. school, work, friendships, and family are all going soo good. oh and in early/mid february im gonna have the best week ever. sunday february 11th - converge in cambridge, february 14th - my birthday, and february 16th - small birthday party at sake. so good. get at me if you want to hang out. oh and dont expect anyone to get at me lol. *life*

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Joey Jordison - live drum solo UK

i love my life right now. so much. christmas vacation is coming up really soon and thats gonna rock. i dont know when its going down and who is going down with exactly but rob "the man" manning and i are putting together an entire day of old school kung fu movies for a bunch of people. basically whoever is interested. itll consist of lots of hot pockets, lots of purple drink, blue drink, green drink, and orange drink[nigga what the fuck is juice..?!], video games[probably only fighting ones], and some other great stuff. comment me if you think you want in on this. ill have some more info about it soon as i know more about it. oh and hey if we havent uhng out in a long time or a while or .. in any amount of time..comment me.

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: between the buried and me

ive been working basically 5 days a week and getting paid about $180 a week. all of my checks have gone towards christmas presents to other people except the new kenji shirt from the proletariat. ive been painting alot and i cut my hair real short. i havent had it this short in i think 6 years. maybe a little more. ive been doing good in school.. getting consistant good grades. except last week i didnt do any homework except for like 2 assignments.. dont ask me why, cause i dont know. i really miss hanging out with certain people. i barely have time to paint because of work. i have two days off a week and ive been usually sitting inside doing nothing other than the last two times i chilled with dennis and adam. hmm.. comment me if you wanna chill. i doubt ill get any responses lol. ps; head over to my myspace and check out my new hair. www.myspace.com/medication

Current Music: the faint featuring connor oberst - dust

so last night was halloween.. i was with so many people and a good number of us were all trashed.. craziest party ever. ive never been that drunk but i can remember everything that happened.. so good.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: red hot chili peppers - snow

GENERAL

(001) Your gender: male
(002) Sexual orientation: straight
(003) Single? yes
(004) Do you want to be? doesnt bother me really
(005) Your birthday: february 14th
(006) Age you wish you were: 19
(007) Your height: 5'9"
(008) The color of your eyes: dark brown
(009) The color of your hair: dark brown
(010) Piercings: none
(011) Tattoos: none yet

DO YOU

(012) Smoke? no
(013) Do drugs? no
(014) Read the newspaper? not really
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? rarely
(017) Take walks in the rain? if i feel like it
(018) Drive? no
(019) Like to drive fast? yes
(020) Hurt yourself? no

HAVE YOU EVER

(021) Been out of the country? no
(022) Been in love? yea
(023) Done drugs? yes
(024) Gone skinny dipping? no
(025) Had any type of surgery? yes
(026) Ran away from home? no
(027) Played strip poker? no lol
(028) Gotten beaten up? nope
(029) Been picked on? yes
(030) Been on stage? yes
(031) Slept outdoors? yes
(032) Thought about suicide? yes
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? yes
(034) If yes, what is your record? something between 35 and 40 hours.. i really dont know
(035) Talked on the phone all night? yes
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? yes
(037) Slept all day? yes
(038) Killed someone? LOL no
(039) Made out with a stranger? no
(041) Had sex with a stranger? no
(042) Kissed the same sex? UH
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
(044) Been betrayed? yes
(045) Broken the law? yes
(046) Met a famous person? yes
(047) Been on radio/TV? nah
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? yes
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? once
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? haha no
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? theres 3 dreams i have that have been coming back for years

APPAREL

(052) Shoe brand: nike dunks
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans shirt hoodie
(054) Wear hats? no
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? so much
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? no
(057) Favorite place to shop: Proletariat
(058) Favorite article of clothing: almost everything i own
(059) Are you trendy: probably not

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

(060) Life on other planets: yea
(061) Miracles? no
(062) Astrology? no
(063) Magic? no
(064) God? no
(065) Satan? no
(066) Santa? no
(067) Ghosts? no
(068) Luck? yes
(069) Love at first sight? no
(070) Yin and Yang? yes
(071) Witches? no
(072) Easter bunny? no
(073) Fidelity? yes
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no

LOVE

(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? no
(076) Do you remember your first love? yes
(077) Still love him/her? no
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? no
(079) What do you find romantic? being romantic...
(080) Turn-on: freckles, funny, kinda shy
(081) Turn-off: uglies, bitch, and rude
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? i try not to
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? never thought about it
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? no
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? i really dont know. id feel stupid to ask.
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? ...
(087) Are you in love? no

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(088) That you laughed at? dennis, caio, mike, joey, allana, mariel,celia, justine, reda, gooch, gilberto
(089) That laughed at you? jace
(090) That turned you on? uh
(091) You went shopping with? i cant remember lol
(092) To disappoint you? no one i can think of right now
(093) To ask you out?
(094) To make you cry? >_>
(095) To brighten up your day? same people who made me laugh
(096) That you thought about? chey baby
(097) You saw a movie with? myself
(098) You talked to on the phone? chey baby
(099) You talked to through IM? natasha
(100) You saw? same people who made me laugh and brighten my day
(101) You turned down? ugz

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

(104) Smiled? last night
(105) Laughed? last night
(106) Cried? while ago
(107) Bought something? last night
(108) Danced? so long ago
(109) Were sarcastic? last night
(110) Hugged/kissed someone? hugged everyone last night. no kissing.
(111) Talked to an enemy? i dont have enemies?
(112) Watched your favorite movie? weeks ago
(113) Talked on the phone? last night
(114) Listened to the radio? this morning cause i forgot to turn my alarm clock off
(115) Watched TV? two nights ago
(116) Went out? last night with mad peeps
(117) Helped someone? got reda a 40 last night lol
(118) Sang? nahhhh
(119) Said "I love you"? lol
(120) Got drunk? last night!
(121) Got laid? lol'd

Current Mood: content
Current Music: watching batman

so i have an art assignment due tomorrow and i went to rewind my film and the rivets snapped. since i didnt hear this, when i opened the back of the body all of my pictures got over exposed. LOL HOW FUN. but on a much higher note im getting my art showcased in dorchester, possibly cambridge, and BOSTON. how cool? very cool. comment me.

Current Mood: #$!@%
Current Music: slipknot

so no one leaves comments on my lj.. quick summary on everything. school has been going well. my main concentration is my art on canvas. MY CANVAS WORK MIGHT BE GOING TO THE PROLETARIAT. i still want a job. aaaaand im still single. comment me. say anything. make fun of me. love me hate me just comment me -.-

Current Location: converge - the stretch for miles
Current Mood: cold

whats up everyone? come enjoy life with me

Current Location: abode
Current Mood: content
Current Music: between the buried and me - alaska